My Lightening Bolt Moment
Since a child I have search for the peace of my true self spirituality. I am wondering if I found it.
Lady Angela
12/22/20241 min read


I grew up in a Nazarene church. Every weekend I would go to my grandparents house and I would get dressed up for church. As a teen I was highly bored with Christianity and would often spend my time reading the saucy parts of the Bible during the sermon. I researched in the school library (yes I am that old and was definitely before the internet) to read books on witchcraft, Buddhism, or anything that felt true to my self.
Over thirty years of searching and trying to believe in various things buying the books to learn it… only to have myself quickly not feel aligned to it.
In 2021-2022, I discovered Tarot and it made a difference in my every day once I got out of my routine of daily draws…. I stopped using my cards. It didn’t help I was not resonating with them either. I had spent a lot of money on my collection so I kept them. Two weeks ago, and after a few life changes. I gave a reading another shot. It resonated and now I have been drawing on a regular basis.
This last week I had a lightening bolt moment that sigils with the help of the nameless tarot that sigils is something I could learn and use in my life.
So I went to YouTube to learn how to create and activate them. I found this video and learned sigils play a lot in chaos witchcraft. I then researched what a chaos witch believes and it totally aligns with everything I have struggled with in my life. Nothing fits and everything fits. So here I am now taking this year to learn and hone the skills needed to manifest chaos witchcraft principles in my life. I hope you join me on this journey!